So i didn't want to write the same stuff here that I wrote on that other big site but it works for now i guess :)
So about me huh?...hmm
It's hard for me to describe myself right now ...I’m kind of in a weird spot. They say that you lie in the bed you make, well I've proved them all too right. Who is this infamous "they" anyways. They , whoever they might be, need to shut the hell up. I'll try the best I can to tell you who I think I am, but if you really want to find out you'll just have message me.
well I guess I'm kind of strange in a normalish kind of way(whatever that means). My close friends say I’m kind of a woman because I don't really hide my emotion. It's kind of a big part of who I am. My emotions are what drive me. Fear, pain, happiness, love. especially love. I love love.
It's a culmination of all the emotions. It can be the best feeling. When your in love nothing else matters, you just can't help but be happy. But then sometimes when things go bad and love disappears, everything else.... your pain, fear, anxiety... become amplified. For me, either way, love is the only thing that really makes me feel alive.
I try to live my life with as much passion as possible. The way I see it, if you can't put your heart and soul into it, its just not worth doing. My biggest passion is music. I cant live without it.... Listening, writing, playing, watching...it just makes me happy. Ever since I was a little kid music has been my one true love. It's kind of an extension of my emotional being. I associate songs with time and events. Any given song can bring back a feeling as if it had just happened. There’s actually allot of my favorite music that I just can't listen to because its been tainted with things I just don’t want to feel anymore. Apparently I've got issues lol :).

anyways I'd write more but its like 2 in the morning and I have to get up in like 3 hours. if you really want to know me just send me a message. I love making new friends.