Things are moving rapidly.. but not at a scary pace... I can handle it.. and I am welcoming the changes... I never thought I'd be happy again... but here I am.. all happy and shit... I'm getting married in 8 days..... while she or nobody else could ever replace Yolanda... it feels good to love again... she knows she doesn't have shoes to fill.. she has to walk her own path along side me... I am about to "inherit" 2 more wonderful kids... so now I'll be a husband again.. and a father of FOUR.. omg.. oh and I'm also a 1st time Grampa...Wow... life changes... My #NewNormal is now just my "Normal"... and it's wonderful.