im laid back...mommy to a beautiful lil girl named isabelle...love to laugh and make people laugh...in love... i am silly...im amused by the smallest of things...tomboy turning into a girly girly whatever shall i do lol... love my friends but love my family even more...crazy...stupid at times...loveable...outspoken when i want to be...careing...insecure on some thing i won't lie...hard working...bitchy...creative...have feelings even though people sometimes forget that i do...like to be alone at times...i like to read...love my family...addicted to myspace...addicted to AIM and yahoo...love to meet new people...keep in touch with old friends as well as make new ones...messege me on AIM PeachyGurl83 ...or yahoo brandil83... Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. - Pooped on. - Chewed on. - Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.