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MetalGranny 420's blog: "now what"

created on 12/31/2013  |  http://fubar.com/now-what/b357036  |  1 followers

never felt so alone

as i sit here, alone, no lounge to enter, no plce to call home, no one home at the house, no one any place to talk to, i wonder, what do the others expect pf me now? just sit here, im going to b judged no matter what i  do, so ive decided to concider reopening my lounge, im sure thats already go bad remarks, cuz once again, ppl already judging b4 they know facts, acting as if they know me, obviously some dont or they woulda knew i wasnt ever tryin to be (these r exact quoies from one of them) "You seem mad and takeing it out on ppl" "so lashing out at us is something we just will not put up with"  "unfair and just rude" and the best one -  "I only hope you will find a way to deal with what ever is wrong and fix it not for us but your own self" i wasnt tryna be any of that, text is just that, adding emotion is on the recievers sholders if they dont ask, the words fuck you can be taken many ways its not a quote i used on ppl but think about this, ppl say it mad, ppl say it jokingly, ppl say it for many reasons.. just hadda get this off my mind.

     as for me opening a lounge, NO i would not do so to compete with DA that would be incredibly dumb on my part, i helped build that place, why in gods name would i want to compete with it, i know its a beast, i know its a top 5 lounge, worked endless hours with 3-5 ppl in there for months till it startedto grow, dark and i djd for 24+ hours a day + at times passing back and forth at reboot time, lol, was it worth it, hell yes, look around, i love that place all all it stands for and always will, did i stand up for i when i felt something was done off key, hell yes, and got fired for it, so be it, so to all of yas that assumed i would open a lounge to compete with da, lol, again, dont judge me, u dont know me at all

 

              love and hugs to all my real family and friends

the rest, good luck to yas, i hope in 3 years u can have the knowledge i do to know no matter what my name is associated with DA in a good way! and be thought of for all the help to ppl, that only a loving heart can give, thats the me ur missing out on now

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