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Happiness


Happiness is being with the ones that you love

It's being loved by the ones that your with.

Going and playing no matter where

You always enjoy the times you share.

I don't know where i would be without them

I couldn't stand them not being around.

My love goes so far yet it is so short

I love my life and eveything in it.

Sometimes i loose perspective

Other times i just see someone perfect.

On and on i go but here i will always stand

Next to my God, Family and friends.

Maybe someday i will truely show my love

For someone someday i will find.

To love her and cherish her call her my wife

So then my life will be complete

To be able to cook for her and even wash her feet.

Happiness is so very simple and sweet

Yeah. . someday i see my Happiness being complete.


By:

Javier Morales

Wish

Chaos within dreams

Sadness surrounding thoughts

I wish i could decide

I would rather just hide.

Why me and why this angel

I am not good enough

I am not strong enough

I wish things would be different.

How could situations be told

I Live in Concord

She only lives in the heavens.

My wish is so sincere

Maybe i am not being clear

I wish i could have her

I wish she cared

I wish my racing heart, could stop

Too listen to never care.

My wish still stands but can it come true?

I wish it could. . . I don't want to be blue.

Sorry for my feelings

They seem so basic, not defined

Too many thoughts

Too many wishes

My wish now is to leave and think to myself.


By:

Javier Morales


Unfortold


Unfortold Hallucinations

hang wearily on a damaged mind,

a sudden twist of fate

i'll make it out alright.

Discovering talents

a mind of sollitude,

too depressed and mislead

by what i see.

A desolate heart

A lost soul

Beaten down

alone in a corner.

Evidence to believe

for a different color

a different race.

Astonishing hate

confronts us all.

Wether erased or not,

either way,

We are still imperfect!

Feelings' about life and what i think i see with my limited vision.

By:

Javier Morales



Solitude


In a mind of solitude I find myself caressing my thoughts and fears. Where many find Distress I find comfort.

I have come so far yet I am still traveling. I see many people on my way but no hand goes out, so I find Myself clinging closer and closer to God.

Happiness is just a figment of my past and weariness becomes my near future. I have so much to pursue but little assistance on my path. Race car drivers get pitts, I get the shaft.

So much death and so little life. Thoughts such as these make it harder to comprehend what's really going on.

I am climbing and climbing and get closer to the top. On my way up I forsee myself falling many of times.

Half way up and I begin to see some glimmer of hope and peace, Yet my old thoughts keep me from seeing the coming prize.

I have wept tears of sorrow and pain only to know that I will prevail. I have wounds that I can't even describe but I continue to rise.

A day before I accomplish what it is I crave I become engulfed in tragedy by so many bodies that I see dead laying all around me. Tears flicker down my cheeks and I go down on bended knee to send a prayer for those that didn't make it.

My sorrows have been traded in and my life continues.

So many road blocks that I have uncovered begin to drag me down, Yet with a mind of Love I continue to see that all this is not what it seems. I begin to see that which is un attainable.

My frame of mind too weary. From what I have seen I have been touched but hurt at the same time. My heart cries out and My emotions begin to rise.

That which I thought I could not grab has been touched and My sorrow seems to dissapear.

Accomplashing My goal, The Top, The Prize, My Glory. . . . has now made me stronger and I begin to see everything for what it's worth. My eyes open and with the Faith of a Child I have overcome my Deepest, Darkest everything.

I never knew that All of this could happen in a split second. I realize that thoughts are tough to mantain and even tougher supress. Though the realizations I have in this life a evident I still become stricken with thoughts not my own. Casting them away ( at times ) becomes a war zone.

My weakness becomes me when I let it, But who I really am is the soldier that I believe I once was in the past.

Warriors train their whole life in order to become Honorable. Soldiers train their whole life to fight for their home land. And I just train my thoughts for some sanity in this ever changing world.

I don't know much but what I do know is that it took me a long time to get here. It was only one thought but thoughts lead way to much more in my mind.

I just thought that I would share that with you guys. It's time to get wasted.

By:

Javier Morales



Random Undecided Thoughts

Why is it that I can't see a reality beyond this realm ?
That the government has no moral fiber and that they just can't remain decent ? Why can't molds be Broken and why do stereotypes coincide with racism ?

My heart and my mind can never agree
My sollice in this abyss remain a mystery
My spirit, my soul, my everything , I can't comprehend, Why there is no end.

I came to believe that we are not alone. At home I am startled by this, yet I don't speak out . . I'm just another drone.
Why are my prayers heard yet I feel alone in my thought and feelings ?

Constantly I embark on a journey of creativity . . . I come back feeling void.
My thoughts become nothing and my hurt becomes anothers laughter.

So with all of this sadness and anger I find comfort.
I know that there's a higher power,
I need not to be bitter with all of lifes history ,
I have found that peace cannot be found by self focus.
That lifes mission is not accomplished by ones own ambitions.

It's never about you and never about me
It's much greater than any human eye can see.
It's love, hate, compassion and sorrow put together.
It's about the weather being great and bad at the same time.
So why so undecided?
What can't I or have I figured out ?

So religon has created hate which is concluded by war.
We all walk a fine lines and in time commit hideous crimes.
Our beliefs create tremendous craters between races and bring tears to eyes.

Morning, afternoon and night . . . White, grey and black. . . .
What a waste of time with so much indecision in so many peoples minds.

So leave me alone and don't judge me!!!!!!!!!
Things that you have heard about me are just pages in " My History ".
How dare you pry while I sit here and I cry ?
Your eyes say I am guilty but my eyes say that your hearts are empty.

So i'm undecided about many things,
I know that these are things that everyone will one day hate.
Indecisiveness plagues so many and intrigues us all.
I can't finish this right now for the cause that I am too perplexed.
My life is being sustained by complex scandals.

Since i'm undecided I must end with this.

Life is so much more than what you know.
Science doesn't have all the answers neither do the stars.
The USDA and Surgeon Generals don't know best all the time.
School only teaches you shit. . . makes you believe you can succeed.
Reconize life as your master and you. . . a guppy in the middle of it.
American history teaches us nothing, if only the dead could speak.

I will write more later but for now I just can't speak. What I have said is random . . . but now I leave you, now I sleep.

By : Javier Morales



Enigma




Like the abyss, your structure is amazing to me.


Your constant flow is like endless bewilderment to me.


The vortex you hide in, keeps me hanging on to you.


You constrict my time by the phenomenon that you consist of.


I am constantly perplexed by the serenity that you can bring me.


I am often angry by how difficult you can be.


When you seem to be an eclipse, starlight can still find you.


Though you hide in such entangled webs, I still come seeking you.


Many believe that to break you, one must understand you, but I am wise to you now and know that I must just spend time with you.


I must realize that not even galaxies can help me to fathom your inner workings.


I know that you are complex yet simple at the same time.


Thank you for helping me to seek inlightenment, because for so long now I did not appreciate your rouge.


The mystery to life is not you " Mr Enigma", it is that which we gain from your knowledge.


My revelation is now complete and your mystical powers now I lay down to rest.


My headaches and rage no longer controlled by your temptations.


My heart and soul now seek so much more.


My journey continues.


Peace I now find.


Thanks for the Enigmas in life.


By:

Javier Morales



Dreams

Hypnotic illusions in my head
Of whispering willow trees
Green grass flowing around
Valleys and streams making sound.

Silhouette of what soon may come
Surround my blissful heart
With blue and eternal skies
Never again filled with scary lies.

The music of children laughing
The sound of people sighing
Sorrows seem to be decaying
All you can hear are monks praying.

The hearts of grateful children
With visions of a better life to live in
What used to be sadness turned to joy
To a baby infant life is just a toy.

Oceans waves continue to scream
Oh how beautiful it is to dream
Thank you Gaurdian Angel
For the dreams delivered to me
Thanks for the good time last night
For the dreams I have in my sleep.

By : Javier Morales




OF THOUGHTS AND DECISIONS.

The early morning, overcast and quiet,
as though we might of been alone, afraid yet confused,
a thought arose in our minds.
As we lay, overlooking the land,
i began to ponder, ponder why this world is of it's axis?
The questioning in my mind seemed to hold me down,
beating, beating my heart was held down.

My heart broken, and torn, there it layed on the ground!
As to think someone would come along,
and mend it once again. Incompatent i am
to ponder such a thing.

I took captive my so called "thoughts."
No longer was i held down! Together, we held each other,
some warrior of hearts, and I.

Comforting, disalusionate thoughts arose,
but this time we were able to overcome them,
hold them down and cast them away.

To think that i almost gave up hope, and fear,
the fear that i couldn't overcome lifes hardships.
To think that i almost couldn't love anymore, Love
or hate could of; for me almost of been the same thing.

Thank GOD for the dream maker that roams the night,
for a minute i thought i was alone, without a heart.

By:
Javier Morales

Goo Goo Dolls, GiGi d Agostino, Modern English, U2, Edwin Maccain, 2Pac, 3 Doors Down, 311, 4 Clubbers, 4 Elements, 4 Strings, 50 Cent, New Found Glory, A Perfect Cirlce, ACDC, Adam Sandler AFI, Aphex Twins, Alabama, Alan Jackson, Alkaline Trio, Am Radio, Armin Van Buren, Armor For Sleep, American Hi-Fi, Angel of Love, Alien Ant Farm, All American Rejects, Allister, All Saints, Alice Deejay, ATB, Atomic Eyes, Audio Adrenaline, Audio Karate, Aurora Ak, Authority Zero, Babylon Zoo, Bangels, Barenaked Ladies, Beck, Beastie Boys, Bill Withers, BBE, BB Mak, Berlin, Ben Folds Five, Billy Idol, Blessed Union Of Souls, Blink 182, Blind Melon, Bon Jovi, Blue October, Blues Traveler, Bob Marley, Bob Segar, Boxcar Racer, Bob Dylan, Brand New, Buffy, Breaking Benjamin, Brian Mcknight, Brad Paisley, Binary Finary, Ben Harper, Bryan Adams, Brooks & Dunn, Bruce Springsteen, Buthole Surfers, Cake, Candee Jay, Candlebox, Catch 22, Cat Stevens, Clay Crosse, Chevelle, Charlie Daniels, Chemical Brothers, Cindy Lauper, Carmen, CCR, Coheed and Cambria, Clay Walker, Cranberries, Crossfade, Coolio, Collective Soul, Coldplay, Course of Nature, Cosmic Gate, Crest, Daft Punk, Damian Marley, Dark Moore, Darlene Zschech, Darryl Worley, Darude, Dashboard Confessionals, Dave Mathews Band, Dave Ralph, David Allen Coe, David Bowie, David Crowder Band, DC Talk, Dean Martin, Deana Carter, Death by Stereo, Deborah Cox, Deff Lepard, Delerium, Depeche Mode, Dishwalla, Disturbed, Dj Encore, Dj Epic, Dj Liquid, Dj Energy, Dj Tiesto, Dj Mystik, Dj Tatana, Dj Taucher, Dj Sasha, Dj portal, Dj John Gilien, Dj Delerium, Dj crack, Dixie Chicks, Dj Lasgo, Dogs Eye View, Donna Lewis, Dynamite Hack, Duran Duran, E40, Eagle Eye Cherry, Eagles, Eamon, East Mountain High, Enrique Iglesias, Erasure, Eric Clapton, Eva Cassidy, Everly Brothers, Everything but the Girl, Evan and Jaron, Evanescence, Faith Hill, Faithless, Fastball, Finch, Finger Eleven, Five for Fighting, Fountains of Wayne, Frank Sinatra, Fleetwood Mac, Flogging Molly, Frou Frou, Fuel, Fugees, Funeral for a Friend, Foo Fighters, Ferry Corsten, G. Love and the Special Sauce, Garbage, Glass Eater, Garth Brooks, GoldFinger, Good Charlotte, Gouryella, Green Day, Gin Blossoms, George Acosta, George Strait, Hawthorne Heights, Howie Day, Hum, Him, Heather Nova, Hoobastank, Hometown hero, Hootie and the Blowfish, Ian Van Dahl, Incubus,Ivy, J Giels band, Jack Johnson, Jamie Walters, Janis Joplin, Jars of Clay, Jay Z, Jeff Dayo, Jem, Jennifer Knapp, Jeremy Camp, Jet, Jewel, Jerry Lee Lewis, Jimmy Buffet, Jim Croce, Jimmy Eat World, Jim Hendrix, Jo Dee Messina, Jocelyn Enriquez, Joe Cocker, John Lennon, John Mayer, Jonah, Johny Cash, Journey, Kansas, Kanye West, Kaiser Cheifs, Kelly Clarkson, Kenny Chesney, Kimberly Locke, Kid Rock, Kiss, Korn, Lawagon, Lasgo, Laura Fabian, Less Than Jake, Limp Bizkit, LFO, Lee Ann Womak, LIfehouse, Lil Troy, Linkin Park, Lustra, Liquid Child, Lisa Loeb, Little Richard, Little Texas, Live, LL Cool J, Lynard Skynard, Ludacris, Magna Fi, Mars, Mystre, Margaret Becker, Marcy Playground, Marc St. Claude, Matchbook Romance, Matchbox 20, Matt Redman, Mercy Me, Mest, Metalica, Method Man, Michael Penn, Michael W Smith, Mindy Mcreadie, Ministry of Sound, Moby, Modest Mouse, Monster Magnet, Motley Crue, MSI, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Nada Surf, Nappy Roots, Nirvana, Nas, New Radicals, Newsboys, Nelly, Nelly Furtado, Nofx, No Doubt, Novaspace, Nikleback, Notorious BIG, N-Trance, Oasis, Otis Redding, O-Town, Ok Go, Oleander, Olive, OMD, Our Lady Peace, Outkast, Ozzy, P.M Dawn, Paul Oakenfold, P.O.D., Pam Tillis, Papa Roach, Paperboy, Paul Simone, Paul Van Dyke, Paula Cole, Pearl Jam, Perpetuos Dreamer, Pet Shop Boys, Pete Yorn, Petra, Pennywise, Phantom Planet, Phil Vasar, Piebald, Pink Floyd, Poe, Point Of Grace, Poison, Porno For Pyros, Portishead, PPK, Presidents of the united states of america, Prince, Prodigy, Puddle of Mudd, Puff Daddy, Pulp, Qkumba Zoo, Queen, Quiet Riot, R Kelly, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Ramones, Rancid, Randy Travis, Rascal Flatts, Ray Boltz, Real McCoy, Rebecca St. James, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Real Big Fish, Republica, Righteous Brothers, Rise Against, REM, Richard Marx, Robert Miles, Robbin S, Rockell, Rolling Stones, Richie Vallens, Richie Rich, Remy Zero, Richard Straus, Rufio, Ryan Adams, Ryan Cabrera, Saliva, Sam Cooke, Santana, Sara Brightman, Sara Evans, Sarah Conner, Sarina Paris, Savage Garden, Save Ferris, Scooter, Scorpions, Seven Mary Three, Sevendust, Semisonic, Shai, Skindred, Slipknot, Smashmouth, Smashing Pumpkins, Smokey Robinson, Soul Asylum, Steve Miller Band, Sublime, Switchfoot, System F, Sugar Hill Gang, Sum 41, Taproot, Tatu, Stone Temple Pilots, Stralight Run, Steven Curtis Chapman, Supertones, Sugar Ray, Sponge, Sonic Flood, Shawn Mullins, Simple Plan, Something Corporate, Strung Out, Stereophonics, Steadman, Sugarcult, Spin Doctors, Seether, Shawn Colvin, Shania Twain, Sneaker Pimps, Stike Anywhere, The Age of Love, The Arcade Fire, The Ataris, The Calling, The Cardigans, The Corrs, The Cure, The darkness, The Distillers, The doors, The Explosion, The Killers, The Strokes, Postal Service, The Who, They Might be Giants, Three days Grace, Thrice, Third Day, Tim Mcgraw, Toad the Wet Sprocket, Toby Keith, Tom Cochrane, Toni Basil, Too Short, Tool, Tori Amos, Trapt, Trans Siberian Orchestra, Trisha Yearwood, Trust Company, Twista, Tsunami Bomb, U2, Ub40, Ugly Kid Joe, Ultra Nate, Urge, Utah Saints, Velvet Revolver, Violent Femmes, Vertical Horizon, Weezer, Watergate, White Lion, Von Ray, Vitamin C, Will Smith, Wycleff Jean, Yellowcard, Ziggy Marley, Zombie Nation. These are a few of the artist that I listen to.