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38 Year Old · Female · From Gainesville, GA · Joined on September 4, 2006 · Born on September 4th

This IsJessikaIf you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.If you don't ask, the answer is always no.If you don't step forward, your always in the same place.BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD.MyPrologueI like people that own a brain.More importantly, I like people that excercise the right to use their brain. -enough saidIf You Can't Handle My WorstThen You Don't Deserve My BestMy name is Jessika for starters but most everyone calls me Jess. I spend my days going on adventures.I have a pretty interesting voice. I.."ve lived in Georgia almost my whole life and I haven.."t really picked up an accent.I LOVE to Laugh and Smile.What is life without a good laugh anyway?My sanity is nothing but madness put to good use. I.."m crazy, but crazy fun. I go for what I want and I don.."t settle for anything less.Im just your average everyday sane psycho super girl who loves to take the world in her hands. I wish that I could explain to you what I was all about.But as we all know that would take a while so i.."m going to give you the shorter version.Seems to me that everyone these days depends on someone.I DEPEND ON MYSELF.In the end when all is said and done...I have peace within myself And to me, that is all that matters.MyLifeI am 21 years young.I am half introverted/half crazy, but my friends love that about me.Some might say that I have a random personality.I say that I am a very uniquely put together person.An oxy moron, or the girliest girl you.."ve ever met.I have one of the best friends in the whole entire world. We.."ve been friends for 10 years.Her name is Keisha and I love her to death! I would be totally lost without her.I am focused on my goals, my life, and my future. I am interested in familiarizing myself with that which is foreign to me. I find beauty in genuine individuals capable of lasting relationships. I would like to meet anyone that will embellish my life with betterment.MyPersonalityI am a lot D E E P E R than you think. I am meticulous. My heart is comprised of gold.I appriciate the simple things in life.I know what I want and I refuse to accept anything less than I know I deserve.Afterall, you get what you settle for.I like real people that can have REAL conversations.Quite the concept, I know.I used to be the girl that was overly nice.Than I learned how to play the game bitches.I love to capture moments of life in a photograph.WHETHER I LIKED THEM OR NOT. I have severe ADD and I am inqusitive beyond belief.I will ask you a question and than before you can answer it I will ask you another question.Define N O R M A L.Yah, that.."s what I thought.Also, that is just me just trying to dig to get to the depth of people.That is where the genuinity is and that is what I LOVE.I like to be surrounded by genuine individuals that can give me a good laugh.A sense of humor is the utmost of important things to attain in your live time.When you find it, cultivate it.I am very witty and will make fun of you nonstop.Odds are the more I tease you, the more I dig you.I will love you for who you are, not what you are. Telling me I have a big heart is the best compliment I could get. The best thing about me is my sense of humor.I tell really stupid jokes, and I laugh at my own jokes too.I know I.."m cool, pretty sure that we already established that inquiry.The last thing anyone could ever call me is spoiled. I have worked my ass off for what I have. Everything I own, I bought myself thank you. I am very self sufficient. Unfortunately I have a low tolerance for people that don.."t use their brain.Then again, I love everyone despite their flaws. Because honestly, who am I to talk? Look up the word FLAWS in the dictionary. There is a picture of me, I swear. LEARN IT. LOVE IT. BE IT.I have an emphasis on argumentation, and persuasion.There is no way of fooling me, but go ahead and try.Good luck.I have a sense for when deciet is present and it is present in our society way too often.I am soooo sarcastic, and I love when people give me a challenge.I.."m extremely open minded.I soak up my surroundings pretty well too.In the end when all is said and done...I have learned to take things for what they are worthI am attracted to very flawed people. Always have been and Always will be. There comes a time in life where you must stand alone.And in the end I can hold my own.MyViewsMy number 1 rule is that if you don.."t have time for me than I don.."t have time for you.My rule number 2 is if your not willing to accept my worst than you don.."t deserve my best.Everything happens for a reason.Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck.Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships...Life would be a smooth flat road to nowhere.I like good meaningful talks and people that have open minds, and ones that can express their feelings.There are many things in life that completely fascinate me.But, at the same time there are so many things that I just don.."t understand.I have come to the inclination that true knowledge exists in knowing that we know nothing.Life is about not knowing, having to change...Taking the moment and making the best of it without a clue as to what.."s going to happen next.I am stereotyped like none other. Looks are very decieving and I have no problem proving that to you.I do NOT think that I am better than anybody. Do NOT mistake my shyness for conceit. I am stereotyped enough as it is. Chances are you have me completely wrong. MyRandomnessIn all honestly and sincerity I love everyone.I love people that are impulsive and spontaneous.Complexity and unicity intrigue me.It.."s not all that easy to impress me.But genuinity and sincerity are imperetive on your road to get there.You most likely will never hear me complain.There will always be people that are in much worse situations than you.We are all very lucky.I am one of the weirdest people that you will ever dare to know.I have found that when people have a hard time with things I understand them quite easily.I am very stubborn, but when I am wrong I will tell you.As stubborn as I may be, I will swallow my pride if your worth it to me.I guess when you get judged so much, it becomes pretty easy.I love doing random things for people to make them smile.I am very witty.I realize that people tend to laugh at me more than laugh with me.I am a funny little thing.A little dork sandwich.Yum, Yum eat it up.MyIdiocyI am a crazy perfectionist & obsessive compulsivist. Its really gross, I cant help it. I don.."t ever read directions, I just like to try to figure out things on my own and hopefully they work.I am a huge dork and I embarrass myself constantly or either people do it for me.You don.."t have to tell me I.."m cool.I already know.I talk to inadament objects.Hey, I never recall saying I was normal.I make a lot of stupid faces. Just for fun.What can I say, I like being entertaining.I have an attention span of 2 minutes, maybe.That.."s on a good day.I am a big nerd at heart, and it.."s great.Yes fools, my glasses are real, although I do wear contacts. .skem9 {Profile-generated-at:url(http://www.skem9.com); Come back again!} .skem9 {Background Settings} body { background-image:url("http://img213.imageshack.us/img213/5167/105a4180560b848bc60f97f574d1ca0ehb7.gif"); background-repeat:repeat; background-position:left top; border-color:100000; border-style:solid; border-width:10px;} .skem9{We gotta hide the other tables backgrounds so it looks nice} table, tr, td, input, div { background-color:transparent; border:0px;} a img {border:0px;} .skem9 {table properties} table table table td {filter:alpha(opacity=80); opacity:0.8; -khtml-opacity:0.8; background-color:ef0078;} table table table { border-color:100000; border-style:solid; border-width:3px;} table table table table td {background-image:none; background-color:transparent; filter:none; opacity:1;} table table table {width:300px;} td.text table {width:auto;} table table table table {border:0px;} .skem9 {Replace the old contact table with the new one} .contactTable {width:300px; height:150px; background-image:url("http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k241/alleycat2667/pinkcontact.jpg"); background-repeat:no-repeat; background-position:center center;} .contactTable img {display:none;} .contactTable td {background-color:transparent;} .contactTable a {display:block; width:115px; height:30px; filter:none !important; background-color:transparent !important; background-image:none !important;} .skem9 {replace the extended network with your new banner} span.blacktext12 span {display:none !important;} span.blacktext12 {display:block; width:435px; height:100px; background:url("http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k241/alleycat2667/pink.jpg") no-repeat center center;} .skem9 {Regular links, and that damn view all friends link, myspace had to make it a class for a stupid reason} a:link, a:active, a:visited, a.redlink:link, a.redlink:active, a.redlink:visited { color: ffd7ff !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 11pt !important; text-decoration:none; font-weight:bold;} a:hover, a.redlink:hover { color: 8f8f8f !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 11pt !important; text-decoration:none; font-weight:bold;} .skem9 {Default Text Settings} table, tr, td, p, li, div, span, .text { color: 100000 !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 11pt !important; font-weight:bold !important;} .skem9 {your name above your profile pic} span.nametext { color: ffd7ff !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 16pt !important; font-weight:bold !important;} .skem9 {music, general, movies, ect ect} span.lightbluetext8 { color: ffd7ff !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 11pt !important; font-weight:bold !important;} .skem9 {about me, who id like to meet} span.orangetext15 { color: ffd7ff !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 11pt !important; font-weight:bold !important;} .skem9 {latest blog entries, and XX has XX friends} span.btext { color: 100000 !important; font-family: bradley hand itc !important; font-size: 11pt !important; font-weight:bold !important;} .skem9 {extended network text} span.blacktext12 span {display:none !important;} .John {; top:20px; right:0px; 9;} .skem9 {I know some people are going to remove the image in this layout back to my site, but if you would at least still put a link to http://www.skem9.com on your page I would appreciate it!} .layout {submited-by:alleycat2667; url(http://www.skem9.com/~52078);}.sk { !important; top:0px; right:0px; 9;}Layout made by alleycat2667

38 Year Old · Female · From Gainesville, GA · Joined on September 4, 2006 · Born on September 4th

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As For Guys I am a hard one to catch, and even harder to keep around, but one guy in particular has deffinitly captured a part of me. Who knows, ADD?I need someone to accept my idocy.Yah, I know good luck right?I am 110% single, but also feel involved in a way. I am the one girl that will never put up with any guys shit. I.."m not the kind of girl to wait around for a guy.I don.."t care if you.."d rather hang out with your friends.I.."d rather be with mine too.You mess up, and youre DUNZO. End of story. Odds are I could care less what you think about me...UNLESS I LOVE YOU.I am very punctual and appriciate people that are too.I.."m really hard to impress because I.."ve seen it all before.But if you do impress me, then I.."ll keep my eyes on you.I don.."t look for what other girls look for.I like someone that impress.."s me, without trying.Someone humble beyond belief.Someone that has their shit together.Someone that doesn.."t have a lot of money.But always makes the best with what he has to work with.Someone who always tries to make me smile or laugh. If you can do that then you.."ll automatically win my heart over.I am not good at being told what to do. Tell me what to do and see what happens to you. Falling in love is easy.Getting over it takes practice.I am good at both.I don.."t dwell on things that can.."t be changed.Afterall things are the way that they are for a reason. My Friends And Family I LOVE THEM ALL, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.They are a bunch of nutcases that reside in the looney bin.We put the fun in dysfunctional.YOU LOVE IT. As For People Unless somebody is a good friend of mine, or an authority figure that I admire and respect, I take what people say with a grain of salt. There will always be people out there that just will not like you. All that does is make you a stronger and more independent, intellectual human being that has something more to offer than the one that just brought you down. It makes you contribute more for what you believe in and teaches you to work your ass off that much harder. I have worked hard to obtain what I have to this day such as a good job, good friends, and a very mature perspective about life in general. Many people have told me that I act about 5 or 6 years more mature than my age. I can genuinely say that my parents raised me well. From them, I have become a workaholic and I pay for everything & It really makes me appreciate life so much more the fact that I never ask my parents for money because there comes a time in life where you have to support yourself, and mine just came a lot earlier than others, but it has taught me a great deal. The older you get the better friends that you make, and the more you realize what it means to be a true friend, and what it means to genuinely love someone. The people that I am close to I am very greatful for and would do absolutely ANYTHING for them. I Want A Guy Like This I've been in quite a few relationships, which can be seen as a positive because I know a lot of what I want in a guy. Most important what I DON'T want. I'll no longer settle or stay in my comfort zone. If he is the right one, it wont be considered settling anyways. I want someone who has an interest in ME and who takes time out just for me no matter what he is doing. I WANT to have amazing passion with him.. I WANT massive affection.. to not keep our hands off each other.. spontaineous plans to keep the excitement.. Now that I don't live in fantasy land, I can do things for myself, because I deserve it. Like every lady.. he must make me feel like a woman because he is a MAN... I've never been swept off my feet..Until a certain someone came in my life. He deffinitly keeps me coming back for me, and I love that about him. I've also never had the fairy tale..And one day I hope to find it. Who know's maybe he's right in front of me.. Who I Wanna Meet | View | Add Favorite As For Other People I Wanna Meet Let.."s see! I think I’ve met them all. The jocks, hippies, sluts, slangers, gangsters, clubbers, liars, and lovers. You name it; I already have one of them in my life. So at this point I don.."t need to meet anyone new. If you were a part of my life before, and you aren’t now, there is probably a reason why. People take people for granted. They never realize how much friendship means until they have no one left in their life. I don.."t have the time to sit around and wait for people to grow up! Everyone finds their calling at one point in their life. Some people take longer then others. I can accept that, it makes ending friendships and starting new ones easier. I.."m not about the fakes, and I.."m not about the IN CROWD. I.."m selfish and I’m about me, myself, and I, not to say that I don’t love the people that are in my life. People I Don't Wanna Meet I'm Not Interested In: -People who judge & like to put others down -People who are cruel to animals -People who can't be happy for you when you are happy -People who waste all their time around gossip & rumors -People who have to have a reason to do something nice for someone else -People who think they know everything -Closed-minded individuals -People who feel they have to change their personality in order to .."fit in.." -A .."poor-me.." personality My Icons Rock My View On Relationships "I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging, and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you that you love, well, that"s just fabulous." This Guy Drives Me Crazy And Rocks My World

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My Interests friendsbad memories and good timesglitterpiercingseyeslipshair dyemarilyn monroe and james deaneyeshadowmascaraloud musicfast carsthrillstattooshigh heelsdance floors Ya.. I don't answer my phone and I don't call people back. I'm a textaholic so get over it. You wanna talk to me? Give your fingers some action because holding a phone to my face while usually driving just gets in the way of my cigarette, and while i'm at work it ain't happenin' either because I usually can't tell if my pager thats in my ass pocket of my scrubs is vibrating or my cell phone in my front pocket is vibrating. Their usuallly going off at the same time, but if you text message me I hear my cell make a little dinging noise and I know it's not my pager going off so I check my phone and I will be able to text message your ass back. Thanks. ~Jessika Click Here to get this from FreeFlashToys.com! My Videos Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com Get this video and more at MySpace.com

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The Movies I Love That Have Touched My Heart In Some Way Or Another The following movies are my favorite because they have paralleled to my life at some point. The relevancy is disgusting.. It's addicting. The quotes are spicy and intellectually stimulating.. They hit home due to a strange familiarity in my mind and yours as well.. Even though admitance isn't present.. We've all been there. (WILL BE UPDATED SOON) CLOSER"Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off... But it's more fun if you do" -Natalie Portman"Try lying for a change, it's the currency of the world" - Jude Law"If you love her you will let her go so she can be happy-she doesn't want to be happy-everybody wants to be happy-depressives don't, they want to be unhappy to confirm they are depressed. If they are happy, they couldn't be depressed anymore.. They'd have to go out into the world and live, which could be depressing." -fighting over anna"A good fight is never clean""Have you ever seen a human heart? It looks like a fist wraped in blood""you don't know the first thing about love because you don't understand the compromise." "Heres the truth so now you can hate me""I would have loved you... forever. Now please go. -I love you -Where? Show me.. Where is this love?I can't see it.. I can't touch it.. I can't feel it.I can hear it.. I can hear some words. But I can't do anything with your easy words.Whatever you say....It's too late" You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. .."If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different... I'd rather be completely f-ing mental......" -Angelina Jolie Sadness is easier because its surrender. I say make time to dance alone with one hand waving free. I had a love fantasy once.. I even wrote about it once.. I even lived it...once.. The Best Love Story Ever Told My Favorite Movie The Notebook

Idols

My Hero's *And to the one (you know who you are) Who has taught me to see the positive side to everything, even when I don't want to. Thank you from the bottom of my heart "Lex".* Anyone who is not afraid to live their life to the fullest. Anyone who can stand up for themselves and who isn.."t afraid to be their own person. People who are unique individuals.. All who are brave enough to be leaders and not followers. Those who know what they want in life and work hard to achieve their goals. My friends, my family........ Those who use their heads and follow their hearts. .."Form and conscience are my manifestation and guide. Nature and peace are my shelter and companion. Order is my attitude. Beauty and perfection are my attack....."

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