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Male · Joined on March 1, 2007 · Relationship status: Single · Born on August 31st · 16 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone!
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I f*cking hate this.

I hate what Im feeling.

I hate the tears I cry

everytime I think of you.


I hate the pain I hide within me.

I hate the anger inside.

I hate my life.

I hate the person I am.


I try making things better

but I keep f*cking up.

I can't do anything right.

You promised me that you would still be there.


That you got my back.

You never catched me when I fell.

Guess what?


Your promises all turned to lies.

Im still here waiting ..

waiting for you in this room of sh*t

in this room of pain

where you onced left me there to rot.


Will I'll be waiting forever?

I waited for your calls.


My phone never rang.

Isn't that what you told me..

That you would call me everyday?

You f*cking liar.


I think about all the things you said to me

all the times you made me cry

all the times you made me cut my precious skin

with those horrible words you said to me that night

and it makes me hate you soo much.


But I love you...

I love you anyway.


I think about that I have done to you

and I f*cking hate myself.


So I guess I'm not better, right?

So I guess that I deserved all those nasty words

and all that pain?


I keep on hurting myself whenever I hurt you.


I keep on hurting myself whenever I think of you.


You hurt me and so Have I.


I may forgive you one day for hurting me

But I will never forgive myself for all the things I have done.


I don't deserve a chance to be ...



~[GottaHateMe]~

Male · Joined on March 1, 2007 · Relationship status: Single · Born on August 31st · 16 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone!

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