First off I’m not ashamed of myself.
I live and act how I choose.
I’m still growing up,
still learning.
I really am a sweet girl.
I have a big heart.
I am a very open and honest.
I smile like I mean it,
and I giggle a lot.
I’m super crazy/weird…
but it definitely makes everything much more interesting.
I have two tattoos.
And eight piercings,
but soon enough there will be a lot more.
I smoke pot and I drink
If you cant get over that,
Then FUCK you!
I’m a teenager dealing with every day drama,
Emotional brake downs,
Losing people who are close to me.
I learned how to get stronger by dealing with these kinds of situations.
And every day I seem to find out more about myself that I never knew.
I don’t need nice things or money to be happy,
I have my friends and my family who are there to put a smile on my face.
I love my life,
but some changes could be made to make it better.
I’m always changing.
Not always for the better,
but I believe change is a decent thing to have.
I don’t care what anyone thinks of me anymore.
I went my whole life caring what others thought of me.
So I’m changing that for myself now.
I am not beautiful.
But, I’m not ugly either.
Judge me by my looks.
As if I honestly care.
If you can’t look beyond my flaws,
then I don’t need you in my life anyways.
I promise,
if you become my friend,
I will have your back until you fuck me over,
then you will pay twice as bad.
So don’t fuck me over,
and we wont have any problems.
You’ll have to get on my good side at first impression,
or else,
I’m sorry to say it will be very hard for me to give you a chance.
Take it personally,
I really don’t care.
I have a lot of trust issues as you can tell.
I wish I could change that
but it’s hard,
way too hard.
I’m shy and quiet or loud and outgoing,
I guess it depend how well you know me.
Don’t feel so compelled to impress me,
you’ll look like a retard while doing so.
I’m fed up with liars, so don’t lie to me!
I like to meet new people,
but I tend to be shy at first.
But get to know me,
I want to get to know you.
It’ll be worth it.
I also have many friends,
some for the moment,
and some life long.
I wont judge you.
I will accept you for who you are.
I can be really mean.
And I can and will yell.
If I don’t like you,
You will no
I will call you out on your shit
So don’t act stupid.
I was hurt really bad by my first love.
The past still haunts me but I’m learning.
I need to let that go if I want to move on towards my future.
Although,
it is very hard for me to forgive people.
I can be a grudge holder.
I fall hard,
fast and with my whole heart.
However,
I will never change for you.
I do what I want,
and if you don’t like it,
move on.