well what is there to say first of all my names hezekiah (i hate it becuz my well long story becuz the guy that gave it to me wasnt my real father but ill get into that right now)ok well the guy that gave me my name i had though was my father and yeah he beat me sence i was 5 and and had also cheated on and beat my mom and one day he pulled a gun on both of us and then i decided i was tired of gettin beat on i was 11 wen i decided to defend myself and well wen i did every time he would attack me i would defend myself so one day he just had me put on provation and every time id have to go to the probation office he would lie and say that i attacked him and well it got to the point that i had been sent away for a year and then he finnally fucked up in the courts and well he said to the judge that he wanted a dna test to prove that i wasnt his son and well the judge was like well what if he isnt ure sona and he was like well then his real father can take care of him and then left the court room and then the judge gave my mom full custody of me and wen i left i asked her about whhat he said and well i found out it was accually his cusin that was my father and yeah thats the guy that is in the picture with me but yeah since ive been out of lock up its really hard for me to find a gf becuz i dont trust any one now im really scared to talk to girls that i meet in person soo ive been doin internet realationships for the past year and it sux becuz i have nobody here for me nobody to hold in my arms nobody body to talk to or anything i have no friends soo um yeah its just me myself and i soo yeah my life is just total shit