I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for their religion - I have shudder'd at it. I shudder no more. I could be martyr'd for my religion Love is my religion And I could die for that. I could die for you. ~ by John Keats ~
i wish someone would squire me
on this , my last crusade
it`s not so much i`m tired
or that i`ve grown afraid.....
but this darkened trail gets lonely
without a worthy guide
and i`m not so sure i`m worthy
of the power of my pride......
i wish someone would hold me
in my tent upon the trail
when the winds are cold and bitter
like the tears when i do fail......
for this darkened trail gets lonely
without a warming touch
and theres so much yet to offer
to someone , yet so much.........
i wish someone would be there
when i finally take my fall
from high atop the castle gates
and land beneath the wall......
where i had cut my coats of arms
with hope and love and laws
yet fell just like any other man
despit the crusades cause....
poem by william f. devault
thats my all time favorite , hope you enjoy it as well
What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. ~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~
Who Will Love Me I am a soul restless and adrift. a lifetime of loveless marriage has ended. I am starting new. What will I become? I was a straight arrow with desires held back. Now cast on the sea of life... I seek the right tide, for me to ride. a poet turned turned carpenter turned truck driver turned....? So many choices... so many desires. I am lost a keeless ship on a sea of passion. my heart is true my passions real my desire for peace and oneness with another unfullfilled. Who will open her harbor and let me find peace and safety within her? Who will let me give pleasure freely and love devoted? Who will be one with me? ~MCP~
I am the Forbidden Fruit Enter my Eden Feast on my fantasies Bask in my bounty Sample my sensuality Nurture my nectar Suckle of my sweetness Delight in my desire Persuade all my passions Intwine all my intimacies Excite me in my ecstacy Hold me in my heat Relish my release Lie with me in love Sleep with me in serenity and know...
That once you have tasted the forbidden fruit and the garden not eternal... Nothing will ever be the same when and wherever you go.......
I might take a chance and show you a side of me My openness is sometimes misconstrued I am often misunderstood Dont mistake my honesty for arrogance I know who I am and I embrace it
My darkness is not yours for the taking But I can show you the beauty within I can make you see things youve never seen before Feel things that exist in your unspoken dreams There is a great deal to discover if your mind is open
Do not abuse my sincerity You will never meet anyone more real than me I can teach you how I see things How I feel things You will want to become a better person because of me
I live within a different kind of darkness Here there are no rules No boundaries You are free to show who you truly are For me it can be no other way
I could never live in shadows Masks wont ever cover this face I brazenly walk though uncharted territory I shine in the darkest of nights Can you feel the heat radiating from my soul?
There is a sensual side to the darkness And I know this because I own it It flows through me like an addiction I feel the rush and live off the ecstasy that it brings Take my hand and let me show you.....scarlet black
There were tears upon my leathers, Tears upon her face Tears of anger and denial Of shame and loss and disgrace The lie in which I had caught her She knew would cost her dear She knew what I now had to do The words even I could not bear to hear.
The collar, worn around her neck She wore with joy so well She knew her neck would soon be bare By my eyes alone, could she tell.
The begging and the pleading Which I had heard and believed before Were answered with but my silence As I gestured towards the door.
I loved her with a passion that Yet defies my ability to say This woman who knelt in tears before me As I took her collar...and turned away.
For of all the laws of the D/s world Be they carved in steel or written in dust The one above all that is most enshrined Is but a simple word...called trust.
For without trust there can be naught else Love, honor, respect...they have no sway And as I felt my heart near break in half I took her collar...and walked away
Tonight, I sat upon a hill side Where once before we used to play And looked into the starry sky And thought back upon the day
And as I sat there in the moonlight Thinking how like diamonds they do shine These tears upon my leathers... These tears...both hers...and mine