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| created @ 02/2/2009 11:13 am |
| mum expired. [FRIENDS] |
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Ive fallen in love with a woman who ill bever be with , she has a man , a man who has since become my friend , she has a drug habit a habit that is very bad and complicated , yet i love her im in love with her i adore her . i dont know what to do , she told me she is in love with me as well and with him . Jesus we all hang out . Im torn what do i do ??????
Maybe youll understand more , here is a poem i wrote that describes my feeling
My Addiction to her
she runs through my veins like a drug , this need this overwhelming need to touch her feel her taste her hold her
i know its wrong , its dangerous its addicting but i crave her , even need her
i get sick like an addict when i cant have her
shes there in front of me , but not mine , but is she ?
i touch her and feel her and our eyes meet and its there , but so is he
i watch her eyes change from blue to green like and emerald and glow , and i know mine are doing the same .
my heart beats fast, faster my breath gone , my body weak , my mind lost
my mind tells me stop , my body walks away , my heart breaks , the pain? the sickness? the addiction , pulls me back to her like a drug
what is this? , what is she? , what are we?
shes his , that wont change , im not blind yet my heart and soul reach out at every chance and reach for her .
this triangle im in , can i get out ? but how did i get hear ?
My drug , my uncontrollable desire for this woman , her soft skin her amazing eyes her lips that make me tremble , the touch of her hand .
Im in love ? but how? she is his , completely ? but is she ?
the simple seduction of her eyes and lips , her voice , her scent , her touch ?
it may be too much , IT IS TO MUCH
Im lost , im torn , im in love , Now what
Too Be Continued............................................
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