I HAVE MADE ALOT OF MONEY IN MY LIFE . I AM NOT BRAGGIN JUST STATING A POINT. I HAVE MADE ON SOME JOBS 2500 DOLLARS A WEEK BUT I WORKED 80 HOURS FOR IT I GOT A NICE CAR AND A;OT GO JUNK.,BUT NOTHING I REALLY WANT LIKE A WIFE OR A TRUE FAMILY . I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER THAT I HARDLY SEE . IT IS NOT MY FUALT I TRY TO SEE HER AS MUCH AS I CAN,BUT MY EX IS A PAIN IN MY ASS. I HAVE FOUGHT HER IN COURT BUT EVERYTIME I GET THERE THEY FIND SOME BULLSHIT REASON WHY I CAN'T GET HER. I HAVE SEEN HER A COUPLE OF TIMES . SHE GOES TO MY PARENTS ONCE AND AWHILE AND MY DAD CALLS ME WHEN SHE IS THERE ,BUT I WORK ALL OVER THE PLACE I LIVE IN LOUISIANNA BUT I WORK IN TEXAS FLORIDA NAD ALL OVER THE PLACE . IT IS HARED TO FIND A JOB THAT PAYS WORTH A SHIT IN LA. I AM THINKING I AM WASTEING MY TIME TRYING TO FIGHT TO SEE HER ,BUT THEN WHEN I DO SEE HER I MELT . BUT IT KILLS ME WHEN I SEE OTHER DADS PLAY WITH THERE KIDS AND I WANT ONE OF MY OWN SO BAD. I ALREADY HAVE ONE BUT I DON'T GET TO SEE HER MUCH . SO IT IS LIKE I DON'T HAVE ONE AT ALL.SOME TIMES I THINK SHE WILL BE BETTER OFF WOTHOUT ME IN HER LIFE AND LET HER FIND ME WHEN SHE IS READY. IS THAT WRONG TO THINK THAT WAY?
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ANYINFO WILL HELP I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING 4 5 YEARS NOW AND I AM TIRED ,BUT I THINK I AM FIGHTING A GOOD FIGHT
OK ENOUGH BITCHING 4 NOW
