Why do i waist my time? Is it really a waist of time if i don't see it that way? People keep telling me i'm waisting my time, but i see it as i am trying to put in time. Sure nothing really comes from it, but that could be my fault. Maybe i am not trying hard enough, maybe... Maybe i'm not good enough, my friends keep telling me i am waisting my time. There are other women i am friends with, and one of them really likes me a lot but i don't see her as anything more than just a friend. I feel like if i was to just say fuck it and try and go with a women that i really don't want to be with that would be a waist of my time. I'm not just looking for some one to fuck. I could find some drunk chick in a bar for that, then wake up the next day and not remember her name and would still think about the other. Maybe i am...
Something good has got to happen to me
