SirsPanda's blog: "Amanda 's world "

some people don't want me to end up happy but you know what I am happy. Besides this curveball life decided to throw at me I'm making the best of it. I have a wonderful boyfriend who is my submissive/babygirl that I love with all my heart we may have had our ups and downs but we still love each other. We are going to have a baby come spring that we are excited about and hope that it's a girl who is gonna be named Harley Quinn yes we are comic book nerds. She tells me all the time how much she loves me wants to be with me how sexy I am and will be when I am round lol makes me feel loved and adored. Some say I tried to trap him with this baby I'm sorry but for that to have been the case we would've had to have been wanting to break up and nope that wasn't the case it was accident it happened get over it hell we tried for months it didn't happen we get together one day and bam it happens big deal but I sure as hell didn't plan it as a trap. I do believe in karma but why does it have to take so long I wish I could take it into my hands but my babygirl is right I would not feel good afterwards. So hopefully those who don't believe we are good for each other and want to bring us down will get what they deserve. I mean I know what she did to me in the past I know where she put me and I know what happened afterwards. Spreading that shit around to others who it isn't their business is bullshit and it should stay between me and her. It's our lives we want this but the hell out. I know who is responsible with all the drama and always causing more it's childish. So what you didn't get her I did we always come back together it's been this way for a year now we love each other and love always finds a way. So stay out of our way stay out of our lives either be happy for us or butt the fuck out.