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Today is a good day I got a job I start soon I'm excited I have an amazing sub sister who I love to death and amazing son who is my world I have it all. Still I have something nagging at me that I need to push out because it will never be finished and that is just how it is. I feel like I'll never have the closure that I deserve because someone is too much of a pussy to give me what was promised. But you know I know it's not worth my energy to worry about it but I feel to really move forward and be happy the closure is needed and answers are needed. Even now no contact he is in my head and is hate it. He treated me like I was nothing and I was blind by the love I was giving to him. I think the only way I'll get what I want is to turn my humanity off and try not to care about anything. I think yesterday my almost day in court with him brought some feelings to the surface I buried and now want to rebury I just have to figure out how.
