My sub sister wanted me to create a blog so here I go. This year didn't start how I thought it would not even close. Someone I loved told me I meant nothing to him and ripped my heart to pieces and I haven't been the same since. I went to a mental facility leaving my son for 2 weeks because I couldn't handle all the emotions I was feeling at the time. My sub sister was the only one I talked to while I was there she made sure I was doing ok and even came to visit me she is truly the most amazing person I know and I lover her to death. Since then I've become promiscuous and without a care in the world about it looking for love through sex which turns out isn't the best thing to do. But now I am trying to get back to my old self and have joined my sub sister and her Daddy abound couldn't be happier with my decision. I need to slow down and work on myself before taking on anything else. I truly have lost my path. Well this is all for now more to come later.