Well, I'm a 33 year old mother of a beautiful 15 year old daughter. She is my life right now, the only true remnant of what used to be. The only thing I really care to hold onto from my past anymore. I just wanna get away and start over.

I am owner of an online clothing store and a second year college student. I am studying to get my associates degree in IT - web design and programming. I am hoping to relocate soon - I absolutely hate Missouri.

I've had a lot of ups and downs in my life, especially with relationships. My husband of 8 years left me in '07. I didn't want a divorce, but it happened. I remarried, but that isn't going to well either. All he wants to do is drink and look at porn. We have nothing in common and I am so tired of him holding me back and shattering my dreams. I thought my high-school sweet-heart and I were getting back together, but he turned out to be nothing but a player. I suck at relationships...

Bitter, more than you could imagine. My entire life has been nothing but one big lie. Everything I thought was real...wasn't. The people I thought cared...don't. I guess I should be used to it, but it still hurts.


I am not the girl who will be sitting here waiting for you when no one else wants you. I am not going to be your fucking second choice and I sure as Hell am not going to be your dirty little secret. I do not believe in one night stands, friends with benefits, or "just for old times sake". If this is all you want, there are plenty of bar whores out there who will be more than willing to be all that and more. I, however, do not and will not play that game.